Hit them where they live

Funny little phrase, I've always thought. 'Hit you where you live'. It means you've been dealt a very personal blow that forces you to sit up and pay attention. Well, North Austin Surgery Center has my undivided attention. I've been giving a lot of thought to this. I have been reticent, despite my anger, to mount a suit of some sort. I've contacted legal counsel although I'm having some trouble in this area. The thing is, I don't believe that getting money from them will provide me with the sort of satisfaction I am after. I have been robbed of the most basic purpose of my existence, reproduction. All personal issues I may have surrounding this topic fall away when it is forcefully removed. I have been violated. When countries go to war they look to their allies. Lawyers are an end unto theselves. While passion may play a role in their chosen profession they are in it, usually, for the paycheck. A lawyer is less of an ally and more of a weapon, in my opinion. So who do I have as an actual ally? The answer is kinda funny when you think about it. My health insurance company is my ally. They will have a keen interest in monies paid for a procedure their client, me, specifically and repeatedly refused. My insurance has the ability to make them pay; mount their own law suit, recoup money, etc. It seems to me there would be legal and by this I mean criminal ramifications and they could help me file charges. Perhaps not, however they will also have a complete list of North Austin Surgery Center's governing bodies and licensing affiliates. Each of these will have their own complaint process. What was done was serious and handling it through a personal law suit doesn't feel satisfactory. I want to take them in front of their peers and their betters and shine a very, very bright light on what happened to me. In short, I want to hit them where they live.